Calm in the midst of life.....

As I look at this picture, it makes my heart physically ache for another child. After a wonderful vacation, school coming to an end, a missions trip to Costa Rica, James traveling nearly every week and me working on the weekend.....you think my plate would be too full to even think of another child. It never is though. GOD has put this ache in my soul to be a mom of many. I love being "mommy". I enjoy every moment with all 4 of them, ecspecially the girls (b/c I'm still the center of their world). Summer is always awesome with all of them together. With all that though, I feel as if someone is waiting for me. Someone who needs a family to love them. The timing in our lives just seems so off right now financially but my heart is aching for someone I haven't even met yet......